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31st-Dec-2010 11:33 pm(no subject)
Happy New Year everyone!
16th-May-2010 10:05 pm(no subject)
Be at Peace Ronnie James Dio.
Thank you for the music.
21st-Jan-2010 10:20 am - Another year..
Wow, time is going fast. Faster than I like sometime. Just being able to stop and smell the roses seams imposable sometimes.

I am working on things that I want to get done this year. And I hope that I do get them done. I am still knitting and really enjoying it. But I find myself doing other things than knitting. I really need to learn how to spend my time better.

I am still writing and enjoying it. I have come up with new character. I am still trying to figure out the time frame on it. I am hoping to be done by the end of the year. Then the hard part will really come.

I haven't been paying attention to the latest artists, but for the past couple of months Lady Gaga and Pink have really become a favorite. I find myself listening to them more now along with my other favs, and writing more. I don't know if the musics is helping or if it is just the sound. Either way, I don't mind.

I am hoping that this year will be a hell of a lot better than last year. I am finding that I am thinking more of the people that I lost last year. And realizing more that more will be going. I know that it is inevitable and it can't be stopped. I have learned last year what all is needed to be done with the planning of a funeral and all the loose ends. Not something that you really want to learn, but is good to know.

I hope every has a better year this year.
Take care.
10th-Dec-2009 03:29 pm - Hmmmm....
Have you ever just sat and wonder what all Fate has in store for you? Or just wonder why something happened to you?

I have been just thinking and those are some of the questions that just keep on popping up. I don't know or feel that I am doing or even know what I am destine for.

I don't want to think that the only reason why I was put on this Earth was something that I already did and the rest of my life doesn't mean anything.

But then there is the question of free will. Does that even factor into the way things are, or will be?
10th-Nov-2009 08:29 pm - Who collect Dr. Pepper points?
I have a couple of codes for Dr peper. Who wants them?
Take care
2nd-Nov-2009 04:33 pm - A Hero..
Ian McKellen 'Proudly' Rips Leviticus 18:22 Out of All Bibles


No one should have the right to say who I can or can not sleep with.
No one has the right to say you can't love this person or that person because of sex, color, or race.

Sorry this is my two cents.
17th-Sep-2009 03:43 pm - Me not Me...
There has been a lot going on here lately, sort of. The surgeries came and went. I am still dealing with doctor visits and meds for the pain. I don't feel like my self. Or that things will be the same again. I hurt every day still. I find myself crying at the least little things, like a commerical on the tv, not beging able to going some where, or just remembering my grandmonther. I don't know what to do with all this extra emotion. I am not usually like this but now I seem to cry at every thing. I can't explain it to my husband and I know my kids don't understand. But it just seams after the surgeries that everything is going down hill. We have been trying to get a house and have my mother move in with us but we keep on getting shot down with that. I am tired of hurting every morning when I get up and get moving around. I am just sick and tired of it all the crap.

I don't know what to do to change anything. Every day is the same day. Just most of the time that some worse come along and causes problems.

I with the new scars I feel like Frankenstein. I will never be able to wear a bikini because of where the scars are, even if I do loose all this weight.

I am tired of trying to look in my husband eyes and telling him that things will get better when I don't have any idea of how to make things better.

I just don't know what to do all day beside clean. I take care of our little one. And I am the just the housewife.

Sorry for the bitch'n folks......
I just don't know what to do...
25th-Aug-2009 10:52 pm - Hanging in there...
I am still around. Learning how to deal with the pain again and everything else with the surgeries. Luckily they were able to take out some of the hardware in my back but not all of it. So, now I get to carry around a nifty little card to let people know why I set off metal detectors now. lol.

Seams like a lot of crappy/sad stuff is haping to me right now. I am just trying to deal with it as best as I can and go on with my life. As a friend once told me I am a survive. I guess I will survive.

I have started to reread the Harry Potter series agian. For about the 6th time. I do it everytime one of the movies comes out just so I can remember what all is different between the two. But I am having fun doing it.

There are a lot of series I am planning on reading afterwards, the Twilight series, and the Eve series just for starters. I might want to throw in some John Ringo in there somewhere just for spice.

So got to go, I hear pages calling me.. lol
Take care
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